I'm gay and 14 and a boy. Boy i really like says hes straight. More to it. Read description please?

I am 14 and I am bi-curious at least. I'm almost positive I'm gay, but that's not the point. I am not asking about my orientation or whether or not it's okay, etc... Please do not give me any patronizing answers or try to tell me I'm only 14 and should worry about it. I'm am smarter and much more mature than most of you are likely to ume. I really like this boy at my school. I told him about it and he was fine with it. He even said he would give me a chance. Then he asked me about my size and begged me to send him a photo of it, which I refused to do. He said that he started thinking about ity because of being in dance and theater and hisfriends dared him to masturbate to gay . He also begged me to send him one of my detailed ual fantasies about him, saying he could really use some wood. I sent it and he said it made him definitely gay for a minute. He said his dad would kill him if he found out about a relationship between us. He then contradicted himself saying this isnt how he is normally and he is 100% straight. He left me confused for a day. Then the following day he took it all back saying it was all a lie and he didnt want to hut my feelings. I know he is lying to some degree about it all and I think he was going to give me a chance but is afrai and in denial. Idk what to do. I dont want to ruin my friendship with him or make things any more awkward than they already are. I dont want to make him admit anything he doesnt want to, but I am positive that he is gay, and I think about him all the time. Any advice on how to aproach this situation? Oh and he wasnt just being a tool and trying to hurt me. He hasnt told anyone about this because I asked him not to. Hes sweet and adorable and I want him so badly. Please try to actually be helpful with your answers. Thank you for taking the time to read this and answer! :)