How Do I Make A Deal With The Devil?If your going to preach dont waist your time!?

If there is a devil i know ill have to give him my soul, but how do I get ahold of him and do it?I am an atheist... I do not really believe in either god or satan....I pray that there IS a god though ..but deep inside i dont believe ..its hard to do so.. when I have prayed so much and nothing has worked out for me. I want to do this to prove there is no satan...or if there is one..then at least make my life right now worth something... and ill deal with it when I die.. or if there is a god.. then help me make my live worth living.. every day i sleep all day hoping ill never wake. i have nothing in life to live for.. I dont want to kill myself... but i tried college 3 times and it never worked i always did bad things to flunk out. and other things in life so that i had to live with my parents and now i have no friends and stay at home 24/7 and have no license to go anywhere... so ive prayed for help.. no help.....